I GOT A B IN MY MATHS MOCK :)
Not the best grade but considering I HATE Maths and that my teacher said I should go up a grade by June.. that means I could get an A :')
All of a sudden, I'm enjoying Maths.
Although I've always enjoyed my equations ;)
What is the actual point of equations? Like the simultaneous ones, and 'finding the subject'.. all you're doing is finding a mystery number.
I do find it strangely satisfying, but it still means nothing. I've not yet encountered a situation in which I've been in need of finding what 'x' is..
Anyways Starlight today and it's going good :)
And yeah, things are good right now and I'm happy - THANK FUCK THE SNOW HAS GONE TOO :D
Currently I am sitting on my bed in my (amazing) dressing gown, smelling of oranges.. my Mum made stew for dinner so I was left with oranges, what the hell is in stew anyway?
Like vegetables obviously and some water and like bits of everything else? I don't think anyone knows, and it smells.
It reminds me of witches, like the cauldron etc.
Today was kinda weird, I had a think and a realisation of my mistakes and how much a dick I've been. Guess someone reminded me.. which then kick started my reminiscence.
People are dickheads. And that's a conclusion I've drawn.
Whilst making the conclusion, I realised how much I hate it when people SAY THINGS THEY DON'T MEAN.
What's that all about?
Like, if you don't intend on doing something, why say you will?
Unless it's like to a teacher or something but whatever..
It's annoying, and misleading and gay.
Back to my point, I might use that as a new years resolution: to not say things I don't mean; to be straight up and just honest, no beating round the bush or any of that. It'll make things a lot easier.
As far as I'm told, I'm not a massive liar that says things just for the convenience.. but now I'm aware of how gay it is, no harm in avoiding it to better myself - don't want to be no hypocrite!
But yeah, new year resolution number one :)
It seems as every New Year looms, everyone says how it's gonna be 'their year' and how there's gonna be a 'new me' which is very nice. However not often followed through..
For me, 2011 is what I hope will be a year for a 'better' me. And that will make me happy :)
Shaping to be good anyway: minus exams and leaving RHS and other people.. there's Prom, The Wiz, Malawi, Spain, Reading, no doubt lots of fun things in the summer, new friends at a new school in September.. and DRIVING in October :')
And whatever happens in between, happens..